|A vague idea of how my day went can be found in this fantastic children's book.|
Computer issues. Staffing issues. A staff meeting I forgot all about. The staff meeting was less than happy. A sad afternoon. A very slow end to the day and nothing wanted to go my way.
If it weren't for Zumba I don't think I would have survived the day. I just kept plugging on knowing that I was that much closer to turning my mind off and getting my shimmy on.
When I made the playlist I went hard core. High intensity and leg intensive. I wanted to sweat and I wanted to sweat HARD.
Not a great example of the of 70% Latin/International to 30% other split that we aim for but we can't be perfect all the time.
I wanted a fun, exciting, workout that would make me feel rubbery in the knees and this was it. And the students loved it! It's kind of nice to step out of the box and do a set that tossed the rules out and just flowed.
We're working on some new songs with the core rhythms that will bring some life back to that side of things as we start rotating them in. This week I'm adding a Japanese pop song and a new reggeaton. Then I have a new cumbia, merengue and a cha cha to fold in! I've been a busy girl!
When I got to class and got my booty bling on and got in front of that class my brain flipped its switch and I was in a very good place! The music thumped and I bounced and I cheered and I got chatty with the ladies and gents in class. It felt good.
I focused on my body. My legs felt tight when I started and they woke up and warmed up and I started to moving more freely. I felt the tension in my back start to relax. I let the music free me and I felt better.
I pushed my body to the limits. My quads and hamstrings and calves were killing me. They ached and felt weak and I willed them to keep going. My shoulder muscles and my abs got sore and tired and I felt the strain of holding good form.
I felt all the grossness of the day seeping out of me as I felt my body being drenched in sweat.
I felt like I exorcised the bad day away while I exercised my mind.
I left class laughing and smiling and joking with my students and my co-instructor.
I know I have to face the fallout from today when I go in to the office tomorrow but I know as long as I have a place to go and turn off my brain and give my body the release it needs that I'm going to be okay. I'll even be good! Maybe even AWESOME. I just need to take it one day and one class at a time.